AUTHOR’S NOTE: I eliminated the primary six components of this sequence on account of some pretty emotional detrimental suggestions. Towards my higher judgment, I’ve determined to place them again in response to a number of private messages I’ve acquired. As soon as the primary six are accepted, I’ll proceed the sequence till the tip.
If you have not learn these but, it is best to know that the story is a few very smart lady who manipulates her husband right into a strict and harsh (or, as has been argued by my critics, abusive) femdom relationship so as to fulfill her ever-growing sadistic urges. If any such story is not your cup of tea, I strongly discourage you from studying it.
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Ellen was as fantastic a dominant as she’d been a submissive, and he or she managed our D/s dynamic brilliantly — step by step pushing my limits, increasing my horizons, deepening my adoration for her. For many of my first 12 months, actually, I by no means doubted that what practioners would name our Feminine-Led Relationship (FLR, for brief) was one which I’d alter to and even come to really feel very grateful for.
Positive, Ellen was strict, however she was at all times truthful. She merely held me to the identical exacting requirements to which she’d at all times held herself.
There have been events, in fact, when she felt the necessity to take me to the dungeon for harsher punishment than only a sharp phrase and a swat or two with the crop, which was her ordinary technique of correcting my errors. For these, she gave me a secure phrase (pineapple), though I used to be a lot too proud ever to make use of it. And he or she was additionally superb about aftercare — comforting me, praising the best way I would endured my ache and degradation, serving to me perceive and proper the habits that had led to it.
There have been many issues about being Ellen’s submissive that I discovered surprisingly nice. For instance, when she had me sit on the ground subsequent to her as an alternative of on the furnishings, it was typically to not punish me, however to permit her to pat my head or stroke my hair whereas she praised me for some good habits or different.
She continued to take me into her confidence, consulting me continuously about varied questions or issues that she had. (I remained, let’s not neglect, one of the vital influential males in Washington, so I did know just a few helpful issues, and he or she enormously appreciated my capability — not simply my willingness — to assist her out on necessary issues.)
I additionally enormously loved our rituals, particularly kneeling at her ft and sharpening her boots on Sunday evenings, as a result of it supplied a welcome distraction from any worries that I may need in regards to the upcoming week.
I used to be even starting to seek out that chastity had its upsides. Since I may not fuck, and even jerk off, each time I wished, I grew to become sensitized to any sexual consideration I did obtain. Although she unlocked me most evenings at my request, typically she she’d preserve me lock up in a single day her personal amusement. She’d inform me how engaging she discovered me in my cage, and make jokes about protecting me locked up completely. She’d present me photographs and posts from varied chastity boards, displaying males who’d had their penises pierced to make their lockup safer, males’s penises squashed into progressively smaller cages, and so forth.
On the time, in fact, I discovered these pictures horrific. Little did I notice… However that is a a lot later story.
Ellen become an incurable tease. After we have been at cocktail events or out buying, she’d discover excuses to brush by me and provides my cage just a little tug to remind me of her management over me. My knees would buckle. After we have been chatting with pals, she’d make double-entendres utilizing phrases like “lock” and “key” and “freedom.” Later, she would mock me for my embarrassment, typically whereas edging me to the purpose of madness.
For essentially the most half, although, and for more often than not, our life-style was similar to that of most vanilla {couples}, simply because it had been after I was dominant.
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Ellen had given me some priceless recommendation, which I took, to nice impact. I rechannelled my vitality from intercourse into work. Particularly, I put into motion an especially worthwhile scheme, one I would had in thoughts for a very long time. With my dick locked up and not a distraction, I had time and vitality to pursue it.
I will not bore you with a number of technical particulars, however the quick story is that this:
Yearly a pharmaceutical firm has an lively patent on a drug, it may well cost monopoly costs, which can lead to billions of {dollars} in extra earnings. That is why, for instance, Pfizer took such a large hit to the underside line when its patent on Viagra expired. However underneath U.S. regulation, the 17-year safety interval begins when the patent is granted, which may very well be a few years earlier than the drug is definitely accepted on the market by the FDA.
My scheme was easy: We might get the FDA to alter the foundations for sure medicine in order that the patent clock would begin ticking solely when the drug got here in the marketplace. Which medicine? Effectively, whichever ones that a casual working group determined. Who was on the working group? Effectively, me, along with just a few shut pals from Congress, the White Home, and business.
If I pulled it off, I’d have all the $300 billion American pharmaceutical business by the balls.
Success required me to name in each favor owed me on Capitol Hill and within the Govt Department, however boy oh, boy, was it value it. Pharma execs lined as much as write me retainer checks, and I had three or 4 Ivy league-educated associates working extra time to draft acceptable language to incorporate their favourite medicine within the scheme. (Underneath U.S. regulation, it is not allowed for a authorities regulation to confer with a selected drug like “Viagra.” The rule has to say one thing imprecise, like “sure blue tablets that make your dick exhausting.”)
The fruits of those efforts was a name out of the blue from Pharma Douche.
“Mister Pharma Douche,” I stated, in a pleasant and assured tone, after I noticed the title on the display of my iPhone. “What can I do for you?”
“I will minimize to the chase,” he stated, making an attempt to wrest management of the dialog. “I’ve heard about your scheme, and I need in.”
“Scheme? Sorry, you may should be extra particular,” I replied.
“Do not fuck round. I’ve three merchandise in Section 3 testing, and I would like their patents prolonged. They need to qualify underneath what you are doing.”
“Hmmm…” I stated, feigning puzzlement. “I feel you might have been misinformed. I am not conscious of anybody engaged on extending patents on prescribed drugs. I’ve been to some business conferences with FDA and Congressional workers to debate patent timing, however…”
“‘Been to some conferences’, my ass!” he shouted. “You are organizing them. Everybody says so. You’ll be able to’t freeze me out.”
“Effectively, I am certain the FDA would not agree that I am organizing something,” I stated. “I’ve heard a few assembly tomorrow morning. I will textual content you the main points, and you will have the identical likelihood to remark as everybody else. I will ahead a draft of the foundations underneath dialogue.”
“A draft? What number of pages?”
“Six, seven hundred perhaps.”
“Bullshit. I can not have my legal professionals undergo seven hundred pages of presidency gobbledygook by tomorrow. I will ship you the main points, and you’ll work them in.”
“I would love to assist,” I stated sincerely. “However it will be extremely improper, since I do not give you the results you want. When you named us your Washington reps, that might be a special story.”
“You son-of-a-bitch, you set this up. OK, high-quality. I will rent you, however you’d should show your self. You ship on this, then we will discuss a illustration deal.”
“Wow,” I replied, in a shocked voice. “I am unsure how to answer that. As I perceive it, you’ve got already incurred an terrible lot of authorized publicity. Are you certain that it is a good time so that you can be proposing a extremely unlawful success charge contract?”
“What would it not take to make it authorized?”
“Effectively, like every regulation agency, we work on a strict billing foundation. So I would think about a retainer up entrance. Perhaps two thousand hours at eight hundred an hour, half up entrance… We’ll present full transparency over our hours and bills, and we’ll…”
“Fuck you,” he interrupted. “You may have a examine for eight hundred thousand by shut of enterprise. So get to goddamned work, and do not even take into consideration telling me you could await the examine to clear.”
“After all not. I am fairly certain you worth PharmaCo’s status a lot too extremely for that. I will ship you an replace on our progress tomorrow.” I used to be completely completely happy to permit him this shred of dignity. In any case, Pharma Douche was now my most profitable shopper.
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As you possibly can think about, I used to be feeling fairly jaunty after I arrived house that night, regardless of the late hour. Miraculously, there had even been a parking spot open by myself block, saving me the same old fifteen minutes or so of in search of a spot to depart my automotive for the evening. The right icing on a superb cake of a day.
I walked via the entrance door and went straight upstairs to take off my garments, and just some minutes later I discovered Ellen within the household room, engrossed in a film enjoying on the TV. I waited with my head bowed, and after a second, she hit “pause” and snapped her fingers.
By this time, I would come to adore kneeling at her ft, and the snap of her fingers ordering me to take action was one of the vital welcome sounds I knew. She stroked my head for a minute earlier than placing my collar round my neck, and I positively purred with contentment.
“You appear fairly peppy,” she seen. “If I did not know higher, I would be suspicious that some new lady on the workplace has caught your eye. Some dewy-eyed younger analysis affiliate, maybe?”
I used to be bowled over by this, since our new life-style had, actually, had the specified impact of driving even the slightest considered different girls fully from my thoughts. “After all not, Mistress,” I answered, trying up into her eyes unbidden. “You realize that I am very completely happy to have you ever holding my key.”
She smiled at me. “I am simply kidding,” she stated, gently nudging my head again down into its correct place. So inform me why you are so completely happy? I imply, apart from having the proper Mistress to serve?”
“Pharma Douche known as out of the blue at the moment,” I answered. “He bought wind of my deal, and he tried to weasel his manner in. I let him squirm for some time, after which I made him a suggestion he could not refuse. And he did not. The retainer examine’s within the mail, and we must always have the ability to invoice him for near one million over the following six months.”
“Wow, actually? I do know that is an enormous deal for you, so congratulations.” She checked out her watch. “Hmm… It is already ten o’clock, however if you would like, I will let you take me to Fiola Mare tomorrow to have fun. How about that?”
“I would like that very a lot,” I answered, and he or she gave my hair a pair extra affectionate strokes. “Could I am going wash up, Mistress?”
“Aren’t you forgetting one thing?” she requested.
Wow.
Between my elation at my victory over Pharma Douche, and my contentment at kneeling earlier than my excellent spouse, I would in some way fully forgotten about my chastity cage. “Would you please unlock me, Mistress?” She smiled, then took the brass key from her bracelet and slid it into my padlock.
Click on. I used to be free till the following morning. “Thanks, Mistress,” I stated.
“I am very happy with you. Now, you go might loosen up a bit earlier than mattress. You’ve got earned it.” She gave me ultimate pat on the pinnacle, and my coronary heart soared together with her approval and affection.
As I stood up and walked to the steps, I heard her film resume on the TV.
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It solely took me a couple of minutes to clean up, however after I was finished, I stood within the bathe for some time, letting the recent water therapeutic massage the day’s stress from my neck and shoulders. Bliss. I closed my eyes, and with out pondering, I put a squirt of bathe gel onto my hand and labored up a lather in my pubes. After a second, my hand moved involuntarily to my cock, and I started to squeeze gently and rhythmically.
As a result of Ellen let me out of my cage almost each evening, I did have some restricted freedom to jerk off, which I took benefit of a few times every week. Had she been stricter with the important thing, I’d have needed to ask her permission explicitly for these extracurricular orgasms, and I do not assume I would have had the nerve to do it. However because it was, she had no purpose to assume that my day by day request to be unlocked essentially signalled an intention to sneak off and rub one out, as a result of it often did not.
A kaleidoscope of feminine flesh started to bop throughout my closed eyelids — nothing particular, simply random pictures of ladies’s asses and breasts and legs and cunts. However as I grew to become erect, these random pictures slowly remodeled into pictures of Ellen. Ellen’s ass. Ellen’s breasts. Ellen’s legs. Ellen’s cunt. My lathered hand moved up and down my shaft and squeezed tighter. My thumb labored the nerve beneath resulting in my cock-head.
I noticed Ellen wanting me. Ellen needing me. Ellen submitting to me. Someplace down in my groin, an orgasm started to construct. My hand accelerated, and I may really feel Ellen’s heat flesh towards my physique, as tangibly as if she have been there within the bathe with me. Her mouth and cunt and ass all embraced my cock in flip. She moved her physique with determined ardour towards mine, and he or she begged for me to cum inside her. I used to be respiration closely, and I used to be so close to the sting, that I may virtually rely the variety of strokes I would must climax — seven, six, 5, 4…
“What on earth are you doing?” My bliss was shattered by a harsh, schoolmarmish voice.
I opened my eyes to see that bathe cupboard door was open, and that standing earlier than me, absolutely clothed and with driving crop in hand, was the very lady who two seconds earlier had been bare and submissive, giving herself to me in my fantasies. She reached in and turned off the water.
“I requested you what you have been doing,” she repeated.
“Having a shower? What does it appear like?” I stated sarcastically. The shock of her sudden look had shaken me from my submissive mind-set, main me to talk inappropriately. I gathered myself. “I am very sorry, Mistress. You startled me. I used to be having a shower.”
She wagged a finger in my face. “Do not deceive me. Reply my query.”
“I used to be taking a… I am sorry, Mistress.” I interrupted myself after I peeked up and noticed a threatening look come throughout her face. Embarrassment welled up inside me, and my subsequent phrases got here with immense issue. “I used to be masturbating.”
“You have been masturbating,” she repeated. “Touching your self like a grimy little boy. Is that it?” I nodded guiltily. “How typically do you masturbate?”
Once more, I choked on my embarrassment, however she gave me an impatient look and I had no selection however to reply. “I do not know. As soon as every week. Twice perhaps. I do not know.”
There, I answered. Now, please, for the love of God, cease asking questions on this.
“And the way lengthy has this been occurring?” she demanded. “Did it simply begin, or have you ever been enjoying along with your penis the entire time you’ve got been in submission?”
I noticed that it was pointless to obfuscate. Defeated, I answered miserably, “The entire time, Mistress.”
She gave an exasperated sigh. “I do not perceive you, I actually do not. I gave you just a little freedom, so that you simply’d begin to see the advantages of chastity and develop to need it by yourself. And the way do you reward me? By sneaking off to pleasure your self. By pondering soiled, nasty ideas and touching your self like a naughty little boy. You sicken me.”
Right here, I provide a chunk of recommendation to a reader contemplating coming into right into a female-led relationship: If he would not need his soul ripped from his physique, thrown onto the bottom, and stomped into the mud by his spouse’s stiletto-heeled boots, he ought to most likely keep away from opening as much as her about any childhood trauma that he may need skilled and nonetheless carries round with him.
If, for instance, his good however psychologically-abusive, ultra-conservative Catholic mom heaped disgrace on him all through puberty with every new manifestation of his budding sexuality. Or, if the clique of common women in his Catholic middle-school (which naturally included the lady he secretly adored) made him the actual goal of their relentless ridicule and merciless pranks for a number of years operating. (To at the present time, catching even a quick glimpse of a lady in a white shirt, plaid skirt, and white knee socks can dampen my temper for a number of hours.)
After all, I would made my admissions to Ellen after I was within the relative safety of my place as her dominant, nevertheless it simply goes to point out you can’t depend on issues to not change.
“I simply did not assume it was an enormous deal,” I protested. “You by no means instructed me to not.”
“You aren’t getting to determine what’s an enormous deal,” she answered. “Do I actually should record out for you each little factor you are not allowed to do?” She continued in a mocking voice, “‘I will unlock you, however do not run off to play with your self.’ Do not be infantile.” She shook her head and paused for a second, then she conceded in a drained, resigned voice, “Alright, you are a person, so I suppose so you possibly can’t assist your self typically. I can see how every so often, you could not management your urges, and also you wanted to launch your nasty semen. However why did not you simply ask my permission?”
“As a result of it is embarrassing. I did not wish to.”
“Is that it? As a result of it is embarrassing? Or since you assume that I am such a bitch that I will deny you simply out of spite?”
“After all not. I did not know what to assume. I suppose I simply did not assume.” When she put it like this, it appeared fully apparent what I ought to have finished. However nonetheless, how may she not see how mortifying that might be for me? My intestine began to really feel queasy, and I used to be afraid that if the dialog continued any longer, my head would explode from a unstable mixture of confusion, disgrace, remorse and guilt. “Look, I am sorry, alright?” I stated, emotion rising in my voice. “Simply let it go. Jesus Christ.”
Ellen snapped her wrist and furiously struck my crotch with the driving crop. Fortunately, my balls have been largely hidden between my thighs, however the blow to my shaft was nonetheless very painful. I winced.
“Do not you dare take that tone with me,” she warned. “And do not you dare inform me to let it go. I determine when to let it go. Now, inform me about your fantasies.”
Oh, you’ve got to be fucking kidding me.
“Fantasies?” I cringed. Clearly, I knew what she meant, however I could not consider that she’d ask me one thing that non-public.
“Your fantasies,” she repeated. “Inform me what you have been fascinated about if you have been touching your self. Had been you picturing your self with different girls?”
“No, Mistress, simply you, I swear.” This was the one fact that I used to be not ashamed to disclose. It isn’t that I used to be turned off by the thought of fucking a lady apart from my spouse. It is extra that since I would been in submission, the thought simply by no means occurred to me.
Ellen lifted up my head and seemed into my eyes, and he or she apparently noticed that I wasn’t mendacity. “Effectively, that is one thing, I suppose,” she stated pursing her lips. “Besides. In your fantasies, have been you respecting my physique like an excellent little boy? Or have been you utilizing me like a whore?”
“I do not know. It is difficult. Photographs come and go. It is like…”
She gave me one other stinging swat on my shaft. “Inform me the reality. When you have been jerking off, have been you picturing your self fucking me?”
Effectively, if she put it like that, I may solely reply, “Sure, Mistress.”
“The place have been you fucking me?” she demanded.
I used to be confused. “What? I do not know. Nowhere specifically. The bed room. The dungeon. What distinction does it make?”
I once more felt the painful sting of the driving crop on my shaft. “You realize what I meant,” she barked. “In what a part of my physique have been you inserting your penis?”
Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
“In your vagina, Mistress,” I answered, desperately hoping that she’d drop this line of inquiry.
“Solely in my vagina?” she demanded. I hesitated, and he or she smacked my cock once more. “Solely in my vagina?” she repeated.
“No, Mistress.”
“The place else? And do not you dare make me repeat the query.”