Each morning, Jean went for a stroll. She could not go very far with the chain in fact, it was so brief she could not even stand, however it allowed her to waddle over from her resting spot to the little gap that acted as her bathroom. She hated relieving herself there as a result of she needed to all the time preserve the room clear. If it wasn’t clear and began to scent she’d be punished. She needed to squat herself in such a approach that the whole lot went in, and the entire thing was simply additional effort she did not want. As soon as completed, she crawled again to her little resting nook; the place the place it was most comfy for her to lie down along with her chains.
At first she had been scared, completely horrified by this new life. Inside this tiny room, with nothing however her chains and the outlet. She wore a metallic collar, with a sequence connecting to the wall, however that one wasn’t the issue. It gave her the complete size of the room. No, the issue was the opposite chain that related from her collar down throughout her physique to the shackles on her legs. The chain was too brief so she may solely nearly stoop with some pressure and energy, so it was simpler simply crawling and waddling across the place. Naturally her palms have been chained behind her again, with a size of chain related to her wrists working round her waist, which in flip related to the chain working down her torso.
The entire array of chains acted as the right limitation of her mobility, and Jean hated it. She wished she was simply imprisoned within the room, with out the chains! She’d nonetheless be a prisoner! Lorraine appeared to love her this fashion although, and she or he may by no means query Lorraine. Jean shuddered on the considered her punishments. Taking her thoughts away from that, she focussed on the partitions surrounding her. Clearly there wasn’t a lot to them: essentially the most thrilling factor being the wall reverse her with its small vent. She assumed it was how she was respiration on this in any other case air-tight room, however she could not attain it, nor may she match by. The opposite wall reverse had a slight crack, and the lightbulb hanging over her head illuminated some seams and cracks on the concrete roof, however in any other case that was it actually. There was the door; the massive metallic door like one thing from a submarine, and the little slot that had been doubtless retrofitted on the backside of the door, performing as a gap for Lorraine to shove her canine bowl by.
Jean hoped Lorraine wasn’t too lengthy with the meals immediately. She questioned what it may be: pet food most probably, though generally Lorraine did carry her leftovers! It was somewhat difficult and demeaning dunking her face into the bowl to eat some leftover lasagne or tofu, however hey it beat the tasteless meat and doggie treats. She wished she may use her palms, however regardless of her frustrations she did perceive why Lorraine saved her restrained. Any freedom and she or he may discover methods to flee, like possibly discovering a fault within the door she may manipulate? No, it made sense that Lorraine saved her like this.
Jean twisted her naked toes round in little circles, her solely actual train contained in the room. She checked out her toes, her toenails now so dirty and crooked from years of negligence. God, had it been years? She wasn’t certain. Lorraine actually did not inform her how lengthy she’d been inside, however it was simply greater than months now. Fortunately there have been no mirrors and even home windows that she may have a look at to see her reflection. She hated to suppose what she should appear like now. She appeared down at her filthy nude physique, her massive breasts pale from lack of daylight, her light-haired bush unpruned and unkempt. Her as soon as beautiful hair was now matted and oily. She hated the sensation of it on her head and shoulders. Possibly she ought to ask Lorraine to only shave all of it off? Jean did not like the concept of her former magnificence being degraded additional, however the considered her hair being so foul made her bodily ailing. Then once more, Lorraine appeared to love Jean being soiled. She mentioned it reminded her of her station, so she by no means as soon as gave her water to wash herself with, the one water she ever noticed being within the canine bowl to drink.
She knew she had been stunning as soon as, regardless of Lorraine’s claims on the contrary. At 21 she had been the belle of the ball, falling from one good-looking boyfriend to the following. Jean had all the time beloved her blossoming sexuality, and revelled in it, having fun with wonderful intercourse with unimaginable males. Her breasts had been large and agency, her physique curvy however nonetheless athletic. Males would do something for her, and she or he made certain they did! She sighed, that every one appeared so far-off now. God she wished she may masturbate, however along with her palms certain there was no technique to attain herself. Generally she did handle to manoeuvre the chain related to her leg shackles to rub in opposition to her pussy, however it wasn’t ideally suited. The metallic simply felt chilly and sterile. She remembered one time when Lorraine had really fingered her as a gift for her good behaviour. It had been Heavenly, and she or he’d cum in moments. On a regular basis she had considered her betrothed.
Simon, she breathed. You have been the one. That they had introduced their engagement to their households on a wonderful cruise ship that Simon owned. He was a rich entrepreneur, however she beloved him regardless of his fortune, not due to it. He was so shy and delicate, like a boy enthusiastic about his newest passion. She adored him and missed him terribly. When Lorraine had advised her that she and Simon have been relationship, she’d cried for days. Not solely had he moved on from her, he’d began a relationship along with her captor?!
As time handed, she’d gotten used to the concept, particularly as Lorraine would inform her all about their dates. It was unusual, however she began to reside vicariously by Lorraine, imagining herself within the stunning accommodations and fancy eating places, attending essential social occasions with terribly highly effective individuals. Naturally she resented Lorraine for stealing her life and fiancee, however when Simon proposed to Lorraine and Lorraine confirmed her the engagement ring, Jean’s coronary heart fluttered like she had been proposed to another time. Lorraine confirmed her bare captive all the gorgeous images from their marriage ceremony, Lorraine’s beautiful bridal robe and Simon wanting good in his swimsuit. Jean noticed the look of true happiness in Simon’s smile, and was so joyful for him. If Lorraine gave Simon that happiness, may she actually hate her?
Jean knew this line of pondering was loopy. Lorraine had kidnapped her, stripped her bare, lined her in chains and locked her in a concrete room the place she needed to shit in a gap and eat pet food! She remembered her preliminary terror, waking up on this chilly, confined Hell, her naked pores and skin shivering in opposition to the stable ground. She’d screamed and screamed and screamed for assist, however nobody heard her. To this present day she did not know the place she was; whether or not she was in a basement someplace or even when she was underground! For all she knew, she was in Lorraine’s home and Simon was on the opposite aspect of the wall! She swooned at that concept, that her love was really close by.
She would by no means need him to see her like this, in fact. At first she’d been determined to flee, pulling on her chains as onerous as she may and looking for any flaw within the room she may exploit. She had tried to kill Lorraine, in a very fruitless try. Along with her palms certain behind her again there wasn’t a lot she may do, so when tried to slam herself into Lorraine along with her full physique weight it solely resulted in laughter,
“Oh you foolish bitch,” Lorraine had cackled, “There is not any approach so that you can escape. These shackles are screwed shut, that means I am your solely technique of survival. Kill me, and also you kill your self.”
Then she’d overwhelmed her. The beatings had been fairly frequent at first, with Lorraine instructing Jean that any unhealthy behaviour can be met with strict and violent corporal punishment. Jean now lived in terror on the considered Lorraine’s belt or strap. She’d all the time endeavoured to be lady just lately, however it had been a gradual and painful studying course of, and she or he nonetheless acquired slapped or kicked if she dirtied the room in any respect. The foundations have been easy: be quiet, preserve the room clear, settle for what you might be given with out query, and all the time check with Lorraine as Goddess.
That had been essentially the most galling half for the headstrong Jean,
“Fuck you in the event you suppose I will name a psycho bitch such as you a Goddess!” she’d screamed at her kidnapper.
Jean flinched on the reminiscence, pondering of the welts and bruises she had amassed as a consequence. How may she have been so silly, upsetting Lorraine like that? Sure, her ache had all the time been her fault. All the time. Nonetheless, she may by no means get used to calling Lorraine “Goddess”.
They’d first met in Excessive Faculty, and had change into fast buddies. Thick as thieves, they’d shared the whole lot collectively: their highest hopes and darkest secrets and techniques. They’d talked about boys they favored, dressed one another up and ready their make-up collectively for events. They went to the films collectively, performed sports activities collectively, even made love collectively once they’d acquired drunk watching rom coms. Neither of them have been lesbians however that was simply how robust their bond had been. That they had been finest buddies without end, so Jean may by no means wrap her head round calling her good friend something apart from the identify she’d often called a youngster.
She remembered when she’d begged and pleaded for Lorraine to let her go,
“Lor- I mean- Goddess. Please! We have been finest buddies! Please let me go! I promise I will not inform anybody!”
Lorraine had simply smiled a nasty, mirthless smile,
“Oh Bitch, I am nonetheless your finest good friend. I am your solely good friend!”
It had been Simon in fact. Lorraine had by no means advised her then, however she’d all the time been jealous of Jean’s magnificence and the eye she acquired from males. Lorraine was enticing as properly, however in additional of a bluestocking approach along with her brown hair and glasses. She simply could not compete with the fair-haired Excessive Faculty Queen. So when Jean had introduced her engagement with Simon, that had been the final straw. Jean had all the time been into the jocks, the outgoing, the athletes and the robust guys. Delicate bookish varieties had been Lorraine’s territory, so when Jean began relationship Simon, the person Lorraine had had a crush on for years, that had been the second Lorraine knew she wanted to behave. Jean had been completely oblivious to all this, and had been genuinely shocked when Lorraine advised her her true emotions for Simon.
She’s all the time been so aloof round him! Jean had assumed Lorraine simply wasn’t and possibly thought Jean may do higher. It was in her energy to discover a extra bodily enticing man who additionally occurred to have tonnes of cash. Possibly that was additionally what irritated her? The truth that she may choose anybody, and she or he simply occurred to fall in love with the one Lorraine had a shot with. She supposed it made sense, though why she needed to kidnap her to make the connection occur, she had no thought.
The worst a part of this ordeal was the boredom. There was nothing to do inside her concrete cage! It was like a boring class at college that you simply simply ran down the clock for, besides she did not actually have a clock! Day and evening have been one and the identical right here, her solely indication that it was daylight being her morning breakfast, normally consisting of toast and water. All she had have been her daydreams and recollections. Like immediately she questioned what sort of animal would she have favored to be? It was silly however it was a query she’d contemplated ever since she’d arrived right here. At first she’d wished she was a chook so she may fly away without end, however now she wasn’t so certain. She’d been right here so lengthy, may she ever depart? Now she noticed herself as a turtle, staying in place however protected. She favored that thought. Shielded from the world.
Lorraine all the time known as her “Bitch” or her “little bitch in warmth.” She nonetheless made enjoyable of her for feeling so attractive,
“Aww little Bitch wants her cunny rubbed?”
It was unusual realising she was very a lot a house-pet to Lorraine; one thing to be fed and watered and sheltered, residing in her personal filth like a pig. “God you reek!” Lorraine would sneer. Jean would not know, she’d change into used to the scent way back. In addition to it was Lorraine’s personal fault that she did not enable Jean a way of cleansing herself. Would it not actually kill her to present her a sponge and a few cleaning soap? If that occurred, Lorraine must clear her herself, or she’d must free Jean’s palms and let her do it. No. There was no approach both of these issues have been taking place.
Jean’s ears pricked up. She’d change into so delicate to what little actions she may hear outdoors she knew instinctively that it was Lorraine! She questioned if she would are available in immediately. She hoped she would! Even though Lorraine was her kidnapper, Jean nonetheless felt excited at her coming into the room. Generally she would simply chuck the meals bowl in by the slot and that will be the one interplay of the day, so Lorraine coming in and really speaking to her broke up the tedious routine. Clearly Jean hoped it wasn’t a precursor for a beating, however then she had been lady just lately! The room was clear and she or he had been on her finest behaviour!
Waddling over to the wall reverse the door, Jean positioned herself to be as presentable as she presumably may, kneeling along with her naked buttocks pressed firmly in opposition to her toes, chest excessive and face lowered. Lorraine did not approve of her wanting her within the eye and it had taken a couple of beatings to get the message sunk in. Now Jean knew higher, and made herself prepared for the go to, whether or not it was a brief or lengthy one.
The door was unlocking! This wasn’t only a meals go to, she was coming in!
There she was, Lorraine! Solely her toes, Jean knew it was her. She was in her basic sports activities trainers (Lorraine all the time most well-liked carrying these when visiting her pet) and a easy pair of denim denims (once more, one thing she did not care about soiling). Jean stole a fast look up as Lorraine shut the door behind her. She was wanting positively regal in a gorgeous-looking coat. Jean questioned what make it was; it was clearly a model that Simon will need to have purchased her. She was so fairly, along with her shiny brown hair trimmed at her shoulders, her glasses accentuating her outlined facial options. Jean observed her bristle her nostril at her stench, and lowered her head down in disgrace. She was so pathetic by comparability to this angelic being, this Queen, this Goddess,
“How are we immediately, Bitch?” Lorraine requested as she positioned the brand new canine bowl on the ground. Pasta! Oh how great, she had introduced her leftovers! She have to be in temper,
“I’m content material, my Goddess,” Jean replied as she had been instructed,
“That is good,” Lorraine cooed, wanting her kneeling pet up and down, “it is good to see you’ve got prettied your self up for me,”
“I’m not fairly, Goddess,” Jean expressed in a mantra, “I’m nugatory and ugly and undeserving,”
“Sure it is true,” Lorraine smiled, “It is good that I rescued you from the world,”
“Sure Goddess. Thanks for saving me from the horrors of life.” Jean had been taught this all through her time right here. Lorraine had really completed her a service bringing her right here. Exterior was stuffed with issue: hate, deception, rejection, concern, anger, sorrow and loss. On this room, she had no such points. All she needed to fear about was pleasing Lorraine.
In fact, Jean had rejected this wholeheartedly. Lorraine had ruined her life, tearing her away from her real love and turning her into an animal, however because the time rolled by…her thoughts started not fairly to just accept the concept, however she did begin to recognize it. Sure, I’m higher off right here. I haven’t got to fret a couple of job or marriage or household or something. I am secure right here. Lorraine…takes care of me.
Even when she did depart, what then? What sort of life may she anticipate on the market now, after so lengthy? May she even perform within the daylight? Would her eyes ever have the ability to modify? And other people! There have been so many individuals on the market! What would they consider her being trussed up like this, bare and chained and shitting in a gap? They’d giggle at her, mock her for her weak spot, see her for the pathetic wretch she was! Right here, she was secure from their contempt. Protected from all of them,
“I’ve a shock for you,” Lorraine chuckled, placing her hand in her jacket pocket. Jean was surprised: a shock? She did not sound indignant, so she doubted it was a brand new rod to beat her with. A pleasant shock? Certainly that wasn’t proper, was it?
She watched in awe as Lorraine slinked out a protracted size of chain and held it up for Jean to see. The captive was puzzled,
“I do not perceive, candy Goddess?”
“That is since you’re silly, Bitch.”
“Sure, Goddess, I’m silly.”
“I will add this to your torso chain, supplying you with some extra mobility.”
Jean was astounded, so this meant…this meant she may…
“As soon as it is connected, you can arise straight once more.”
Jean fell to the ground, bowing down and kissing Lorraine’s footwear,
“Oh thanks candy Goddess! Thanks a lot for this excellent present!” lifting herself up, she contemplated, “however why, expensive Goddess?”
Lorraine had by no means given her something like this earlier than. The chains she was carrying now have been the identical chains she’d worn at first of her imprisonment,
“Why, it is your birthday, Bitch!”
Her birthday?! Jean was dumbfounded. They’d by no means completed birthdays earlier than. The times had gone sooner or later after one other, and in addition to apparent tells like Lorraine carrying extra wintery or summery garments, there was no approach for Jean to inform what day it was. However this additionally meant…
“Sure that is proper, Bitch,” Lorraine had observed her expression, that is your fifth anniversary!”
5 years! In order that meant she was now twenty-eight! It had been on her twenty-third birthday that she had been taken.
Lorraine set to work undoing the entrance chain on Jean’s collar as she patiently waited, nonetheless kneeling. It wasn’t like she may assault her or something, her arms have been nonetheless chained and her neck collared to the wall. She questioned if she even may stand anymore, her again would undoubtedly scream bloody homicide the primary time she tried,
“Permission to talk, my Goddess?” she tried nervously. Lorraine had given her this proper, though it was Lorraine’s prerogative on how she would reply,
“Permission granted, my little Bitch,”
“Has it actually been 5 years, candy Goddess?”
Lorraine smiled at her, an odd real smile,
“Sure it has Bitch. I rescued you 5 years in the past to this very day.”
Rescue. That was how Lorraine all the time characterised it. Jean supposed it made her really feel higher about kidnapping her and chaining her up.
“Thanks Goddess,” she responded dutifully,
“In fact Bitch. It was the suitable factor to do.”
Even in her submissive state, Jean doubted that. She’d been proud of Simon in any case. They’d introduced the engagement simply weeks earlier than, then celebrated her Birthday with an enormous get together at an aesthetic resort by the seaside. How the champagne had flowed that evening! She may nonetheless really feel it going to her head. She’d been dressed on this completely beautiful cocktail costume that Simon had acquired for her as a gift. It was pink satin, rolling right down to her ankles with one leg free. She felt a tear drop down her cheek involuntarily on the thought,
“Apologies, My Goddess. I didn’t imply to cry!” she hurried out shortly, already fearing the worst. As a substitute Lorraine, uncharacteristically, continued to smile and gently wiped the tear from Jean’s cheek, understanding she could not attain it herself. It was virtually like she was consoling her finest good friend,
“What are you eager about, Bitch?” she requested lovingly,
“That stunning costume, expensive Goddess” Jean choked,
“Ah sure. That was a disgrace,” Lorraine relented, not saying the rest.
It had been in the direction of the tip of the get together when Jean had acquired a textual content message from Lorraine, saying she had a shock for her within the automobile park. High secret although, so do not point out this to anybody! She’d been fairly drunk and hadn’t thought a lot of it, however naturally she determined to play alongside, simply saying to Simon and their buddies that she was going to the lavatory. She was really so excited that Lorraine had determined to return as a result of she’d needed to name in sick for the get together, a lot to Jean’s disappointment. She’d questioned if the “illness” had really been a ruse so Lorraine may sneak in an superior cake she’d baked herself or one thing. She was so joyful that she had such an exquisite good friend in Lorraine.