This can be a story about my first actual tease and denial expertise. It was my first kinky expertise of any sort, actually. It was additionally the primary time I felt fully helpless, afraid, and on the mercy of somebody from whom I had no concept what to anticipate. It was one of many stupidest issues I’ve ever performed. And but, with the ability the thoughts appears to need to concentrate on the optimistic elements of reminiscences, it is considered one of my reminiscences that turns me on greater than the rest.
It occurred throughout my senior 12 months of school. I am not going to say I used to be some type of “Casanova” or that I used to be the handsomest man round, however I used to be fairly fashionable on campus, and that prolonged properly into my experiences with women. I had my share of flings all through my school “profession”, however, like many guys my age, targeted little on critical relationships.
The girl who I shared this expertise with, was named Becky. Becky was a sophomore in school, nonetheless within the strategy of discovering who she was outdoors of her strict, non secular upbringing. She was enticing, however not within the “smoking sizzling” method with which I would turn out to be accustomed. She was quick, at round 5′ 3″, and had stored most of her “freshman 15” that she’d apparently indulged in her first 12 months. She was fairly, however once more, not in a surprising type of approach. Nonetheless, one thing clearly drew me to her.
This story doesn’t replicate properly on me, as I undoubtedly sought to make the most of my affect on her. I believe there was some considerably sick a part of me that knew that with my standing on campus, her naivety, and my being “outdoors her league” by most requirements, that I would have some further management of our relationship. There was a twisted a part of me that loved corrupting somebody with such a pristine background. Maybe I deserved what occurred, in some unusual achievement of poetic justice.
Whereas I would had fairly quite a lot of sexual companions, she had had solely two earlier than me, each short-lived, and neither involving precise intercourse. She was clearly hesitant with males, clinging in some methods to her Christian heritage that advised her of the evils of pre-marital intercourse. Nonetheless, I might inform she was enamored with me and was wanting to please.
Like many school boys, I used to be additionally fairly concerned with web porn. This curiosity had led me to seek out my biggest kink, but unrealized, which was tease and denial. By the point I met Becky, practically the entire porn I watched was targeted on males being teased, “tortured”, denied, and dominated. I wished greater than something to do this for actual. After I met Becky, I believed I could have discovered somebody with whom I might attempt it. She appeared impressionable, and I believed I might mould her into doing precisely what I wished.
Anyway, we might been… no matter it was that we have been… for round a month earlier than I broached the topic. I felt that she was firmly below my management by this level, and we might performed fairly just a few issues she’d by no means performed with anybody earlier than.
In the future, once we each had a few intervals free between lessons and have been playing around, I made a decision to go for it. I defined to her the fundamental idea, and requested if she’d be taken with doing it to me. “So… I would play with you… pleasure you… however not allow you to cum?” she requested, confusion evident on her face. I used to be positive it was fairly a international idea, and that anybody else she’d been with would have wished precisely the other, usually as fast as potential.
“Sure, precisely. Effectively, you’d ultimately. However you’d make me wait… make me beg for it. Deny me… after which ultimately, whenever you’re prepared, make me cum,” I defined, getting laborious simply describing the concept to her. “Do you assume you possibly can try this?”
She appeared to contemplate it for a second. Then I might see her need to please me win out. “Yeah… I believe I can attempt. However I need you to write down it down for me so I do know for positive what you need.”
“I can try this!” I shortly agreed, “I will even do one higher, and ship you a video that illustrates it.”
So later that evening I typed up what I wished. “It is fairly easy actually. I need you to tie me up, tease me, do no matter you wish to me, drive me loopy, and make me beg to cum. However be merciless… do not let me. Not till I am past determined. Then you definately’ll lastly let me cum, whenever you determine you… and I… am prepared. Principally, simply do what the lady on this video does.
I despatched her off considered one of my favourite movies, of a horny mistress tying down her man, utilizing him for her pleasure, and teasing him for ages. Into the latter a part of the video, he begged and begged, however she stored telling him no. On the very finish, as such movies often go, she lastly let him. He got here what appeared like gallons.
I despatched it off to her in an e-mail, feeling extraordinarily excited and somewhat nervous. Would she agree as soon as she watched the video? Would she even be able to being “imply” sufficient and making me wait like that? I doubted it. I might quickly discover out that I used to be the one who was actually naïve.
If there was a category on secure BDSM practices, this might be a textbook instance of why safewords are so vital. I didn’t take any such class and had no concept of such issues.
I will need to have checked my e-mail a thousand instances that evening, ready for a response. It wasn’t till hours later that noticed her title popup within the listing.
“Okay, Barry. I will do it! It looks like it could be type of enjoyable. How about this weekend?”
I practically instantly responded with an emphatic sure.
Friday evening could not come shortly sufficient. So after all, it appeared to take about ten instances longer than traditional. It lastly arrived, and with it, Becky. My senior 12 months I moved off campus to an house close by. My roommate was gone that weekend, so it was the right time to check out one thing like this.
Becky wore a costume. It was lengthy sufficient that it did not expose quite a lot of leg, but it surely was lowcut sufficient to indicate off her ample cleavage. She additionally introduced her backpack in together with her, which I did not assume a lot of on the time. We had dinner collectively, pizza from my favourite native joint. Afterwards, I believe we each felt a bit awkward, not figuring out learn how to begin. Lastly, Becky came to visit and kissed me. “Are you positive that is what you need?” Her voice shook somewhat as she requested.
“Sure, completely!” I reassured her, and kissed her again.
“Okay, no backing out as soon as we begin! You are going to do what I say, proper?”, she requested with a smile. I nodded shortly, having no concept what I’d simply agreed to. I could not look ahead to what would come subsequent. However it wasn’t in any respect what I anticipated.
“Okay nice, let’s watch a film,” she recommended.
I used to be hit with some disappointment. I would hoped we might get began immediately. Not eager to dissuade her or make her much less assured, I placed on a smile and sat down on the sofa. I turned on the TV, and fired up the Roku.
Whereas I used to be messing with that, I noticed her go to her backpack out of the nook of my eye. She got here again carrying her laptop computer. “No, no. Not on there. On right here,” she mentioned, and set the pc on the espresso desk in entrance of us. She clicked round a bit, after which I noticed, with greater than somewhat pleasure, that she was pulling up the video I would despatched her.
“I believed possibly we might watch this to begin issues out,” she mentioned, with a smile. She nonetheless appeared somewhat nervous, however the nervousness appeared to be progressively fading. There was a twinkle in her eye to exchange it.
I could not consider my luck. Not solely was this going to be my first time attempting out my tease and denial fantasy, it was going to be my first time watching porn with a woman. I shortly began unbuttoning my pants for the following enjoyable.
“What are you doing?” she requested, incredulously, “Did I say you possibly can take your pants off?”
“Uh… no…”, I responded, to her fully sudden query. Her voice sounded somewhat strict, and I felt my dick getting laborious.
“No, I did not. You may be leaving these on till I let you know in any other case. No touching your dick with out my permission, acquired it? Not till we’re all performed with this and also you cum,” she mentioned in a tone that appeared fairly critical. “Effectively, when you cum.” She added the final, a smirk on her face.
Her phrases hit simply the fitting spot in my kinky mind. I knew she needed to be taking part in. “Sure, Maam!” I mentioned, attempting to get into my half.
I abruptly felt somewhat slap on my balls. “You are to name me Mistress. Understood?”
I used to be stunned at that, I by no means imagined meek little Becky slapping me and telling me what to take action sternly.
“Sure, Mistress! Sorry Mistress,” I mentioned, an enormous smile on my face betraying any feigned regret.
Her angle and our little alternate have been sufficient to make me uncomfortably laborious in my pants. She clicked play and the film began. She sat subsequent to me, and lay her hand on my thigh. It slowly moved up and down my leg, after which to my inside thigh. A couple of minutes in it lastly explored my now very erect cock. I anticipated her to unbutton my pants then, however she did not. She simply laid her hand on prime of me, barely transferring it. It felt good, but it surely additionally felt irritating. I wished extra. I would by no means been teased like that earlier than. I began transferring my hips up and all the way down to get extra stimulation from her sluggish hand.
To my shock she took her hand away, after which introduced it down with a slap. She hit my dick, simply laborious sufficient to harm somewhat. “Making an attempt to rush issues alongside? No transferring. Keep in mind, I am the one in management. You are to remain nonetheless, and silent. Possibly we should always make extra positive of that.” She acquired up and retrieved her backpack, and set it down by the sofa. She eliminated a pair of handcuffs from it. I used to be impressed. She had me lean ahead and cuffed my palms behind my again.
“There, that ought to assist keep away from any extra of that. It’s best to know, I’ll take my time. I am in no hurry.” She motioned to the video, the place the lady was stroking the person’s cock up and down, “You are not getting any of that till I am good and prepared. Definitely not whereas we’re watching this. Most likely tomorrow.”
I felt surprised at these final two phrases. It by no means even occurred to me that she would attempt to make this right into a multi-day occasion. I spotted I would by no means advised her to not. Is she kidding? She needs to be kidding proper? I believed, contemplating what she’d mentioned. Her face did not seem like she was kidding. “Uh, Becky, I did not imply to do that over the entire weekend, you can also make me cum- ouch!”
Her hand got here down on my dick once more, tougher than earlier than. “I advised you to remain silent. Not excellent at listening, are we?” She stood up for a second, mountaineering up her skirt, and pulled down her panties. It was a somewhat lacy pair of boyshorts. From the colour distinction in a single spot, I might inform that I wasn’t the one getting turned on already. Subsequent, she did one thing I undoubtedly didn’t anticipate. She shoved the panties into my mouth.
At first, I gagged somewhat as a little bit of the material went again in the direction of my throat, however with somewhat maneuvering I managed to maintain them far sufficient ahead. “You are to maintain these in till I let you know in any other case. I believe that ought to show you how to keep silent.”
I checked out her, and I am positive my eyes have been as huge as quarters. Who was this lady sitting subsequent to me, now with no panties? She did not look like the mild, shy Becky I would met in an English class. She acquired up and went across the nook into the kitchen. I heard the sink run, after which it appeared like she was poking across the freezer. What the hell is she doing now?
A second later she returned and sat again down. The film was nonetheless taking part in, and her focus went again to it. Her lack of panties appeared to free her someway, and I noticed her hike her skirt again up and a hand transfer between her legs as she watched. I used to be beginning to really feel somewhat afraid of her, and but someway that solely made me extra attractive. Watching her play with herself definitely did not assist issues. I wasn’t positive my pants might comprise my dick for much longer.
Her different hand moved again over, and resumed its painfully sluggish touches. I wished a lot for her to take my pants off and wrap that hand round my dick, however she did not. I could not assist however moan somewhat in frustration at instances, doing my greatest to maintain nonetheless. I noticed her look over at my face periodically, need in her eyes and a smirk on her face. Lastly, her hand appeared to work sufficient magic, and I heard and noticed her cum. She checked out me as she did so, as if to rub in the truth that she might do what I couldn’t.
The video was an extended one, round 45 minutes lengthy. Lastly, I noticed with some aid, it was practically over. I used to be positive that after it was over, we might transfer to the bed room and get to it.
The video ended, with the person cumming all around the lady’s tits and face. I longed to try this to Becky.
She acquired up from the sofa, and I adopted go well with. “What are you doing, slave? Did I let you know to rise up?”
I shortly sat down, her authoritative tone taking maintain of me. She went over to the laptop computer and restarted the video. Then she clicked one other button, enabling repeat. I stared in disbelief. Certainly, she does not imply to maintain this up for the whole thing of the video once more… a lot much less a number of instances!
She eliminated her costume, watching me as she did so to see my response. I stared longingly at her breasts, her nipples barely coated by the lacy bra that contained them. She sat again down subsequent to me, and went again to the sluggish, painful teasing excessive of my pants. By now I used to be truly irritated, and somewhat indignant. This wasn’t what I would had in thoughts. With my palms tied up and her panties in my mouth I could not do a lot about it. And together with her commanding presence, I am undecided I might have anyway. So, I did the one factor I might, I endured it.
Partway by means of the video, she (to my nice aid) unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down and off. My underwear quickly adopted. My dick instantly sprang up, launched from its cloth jail.
I watched intently, excited for her to lastly wrap her hand round it and stroke me meaningfully. However she did not. She appeared to disregard it solely. As an alternative, she took off her bra, giving me somewhat smile. Her superb tits launched from their captivity. She went again to watching the video, one hand on her pussy, the opposite taking part in together with her tits. It was tough to look at, and but I could not look away. I wished to the touch her, really feel her, fuck her. Ultimately she got here once more, observing my untouched dick as she did so.
“Did you need me to the touch that?” she requested, a sly grin plastered on her face.
I nodded emphatically. I wished it so badly.
She introduced her hand over and traced her approach alongside my shaft, from the bottom upwards, extremely slowly. When she was nearly to the touch my head, she pulled it away. “Too unhealthy,” she mentioned, unsympathetically. She made her hand right into a circle and put it round my dick as if she was going to stroke it, however stored it free and did not truly contact it. I writhed round, attempting to rub my dick on her hand.
She instantly took her hand away, and gave me a number of swift slaps to my balls. They have been simply laborious sufficient to harm, and so they have been definitely laborious sufficient to shock me.
“I advised you no transferring. Effectively, that is that. I might’ve appreciated to slip my palms up and down that cock… feeling each vein and contour… listening to you moan as I jerked you nearer and nearer. However I’ve to punish you in your disobedience. I suppose you will have to attend for me to the touch it. Possibly tomorrow.”
I gasped in disbelief and anger. I attempted to spit the panties out to inform her what I considered that, and I stood up from the sofa. She shortly pushed me again down with a power I did not know she had, after which out of nowhere produced a roll of duct tape. The tape went over my mouth, successfully sealing it together with her panties inside.
“Stand up once more with out my permission, and I will make you want you did not have balls,” she mentioned, and her eyes appeared to someway radiate each anger and arousal, concurrently. My dick felt even tougher at this, whereas my worry of her grew. What the fuck did I get myself into? I questioned, midway between remorse and glee. I used to be undoubtedly essentially the most turned on I would ever been in my whole life.
Assuming my obedience, she turned again to the video. It was painful to look at my favourite video after I could not stroke my dick, which was sticking up prominently proper in entrance of me.
When the video ended this time, she shut the laptop computer. “Effectively, it is getting somewhat late, huh? We should always most likely go to mattress quickly?”
I used to be excited by the prospect of being let loose of all this, and in any case with the ability to go jerk myself off and get some aid.
As if she learn my thoughts, she mentioned, “I do not assume I belief you to not take… issues… into your individual palms when you’re so excited,” she mentioned, giving my engorged cock an extended look. “Keep right here.”
She walked into the kitchen once more, and once more it appeared like she’d opened the freezer. She got here again together with her palms behind her again. She nodded down at my swollen cock. “Is that feeling somewhat uncomfortable? Need me to repair it for you?”
Once more, I nodded as laborious as I might. Hope abruptly blossomed in me that she was going to suck me off, or at the least use her palms. However when she introduced her palms ahead from behind her again, my hope shortly pale. Her palms weren’t to pleasure me. They have been holding considered one of my kitchen towels, and it regarded oddly stiff. I quickly came upon why. She wrapped it round my throbbing dick and icy chilly enveloped it. I gave a small shriek, each from the extraordinary feeling of chilly and from the shock. She took it away after just a few moments, and licked my dick from base to tip. The heat of her tongue felt superb after how uncared for my poor dick had been, and the chilly appeared to make the heat really feel all of the extra highly effective. However with that one lick over, she put the towel again. Just a few extra licks and wraps later, she’d managed to deflate my dick all the way down to as small because it might go.
“So, I believe we’ll go away these cuffs on for now. Should you promise me to remain silent, although, I will take out the gag.”
I shortly nodded, wanting to have the panties out of my mouth. It was sizzling at first, however by now it was uncomfortable and annoying. I additionally wasn’t positive I would not give her an earful about all this.
“Okay, you promised. Should you break that promise, I will make you remorse it,” she warned me, once more with a voice that confirmed no trace of humor.
With a fast swish of her wrist, she ripped the duct tape off my face. Then she helped take away the panties as I attempted to spit them out. “Did you get pleasure from tasting me? I hope so. You may be tasting much more of that quickly sufficient.” She kissed me then, her tongue plunging into my mouth. The data that she little question tasted herself in my mouth began to place some life again into my cock.
Right away it was like her face modified, and she or he gave me somewhat smile. Her voice sounded extra regular too… her regular, candy, self. “So, how am I doing? Teasing you sufficient?”
“Fuck, Becky. This is not what I actually wished. I wished you to truly tease my dick after which make me cum! What the hell is that this? The place did you even get these concepts?”, I unloaded on her.
I noticed a damage look in her eyes, as she regarded down in the direction of the ground. I abruptly felt horrible that I would snapped on her, when she was simply attempting to meet my fantasy. It wasn’t actually her fault that she did not know learn how to do it precisely proper. “Okay… I will simply take the cuffs off and I can head house. I am sorry…”
Tears began exhibiting in her eyes. Fuck, Barry, might you be a much bigger dick?
“I am the one which’s sorry, Becky. I am so sorry I snapped on you. I am simply annoyed… however I suppose that is the entire level of the teasing, proper?” I gave her a smile, “I actually respect you doing this. I do know you are stepping out of your consolation zone for me. And you place quite a lot of planning and work into this! It is actually spectacular!”
She regarded up, “Actually? So, you do not wish to cease?”
A bit voice in my head advised me to inform her I used to be performed. To not proceed with it. I ignored it. I do not know if I used to be getting turned on an excessive amount of once more and that was overriding the reminiscence of how I had simply felt afraid or if I simply felt unhealthy sufficient and did not wish to damage her. No matter my causes, I as a substitute mentioned, “No no no, in no way! Let’s stick with it. Simply possibly… extra precise taking part in with my dick?”